Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas


Merry Christmas to all!

To all my family and friends, I hope this Christmas proves to be all you expected, great times with the people you love celebrating the most wonderful gift ever given: the birth of our savior. 2009 has been an amazing year for me, filled with many milestones and changes. Here is a glimpse of what this year was like for me.

In May 2009 I graduated with my Bachelors of Science in Nursing from FGCU. What a dream come true!


Then in June I successfully passed my NCLEX with 75 questions in 60 minutes (woohoo!!) which made me an official registered nurse!


In July this little boy, Eric Heath Parker, was born who is one of my pride and joys


Also in July I started working as a psychiatric nurse. Lets just say I am never bored! (sorry no pics of that)
And in August I got to move in with on the of the greatest families and spend copious amounts of hours with my little loves. The Parkers have become my second family and I love them all.



When October rolled around I decided on a whim to post my letters I handpaint on Etsy, now I have an unofficial side business and I have sold close to 50 letters thus far. (The letters that started it all)

In October the 21st cousin in my family was born and the first boy in 14 years, Jonathan Owen Phillips. Such a cutie




Needless to say its been a wonderful year. I am so thankful for all that God has done and blessed me with in 2009 and can't wait to see the great plans he has for 2010. To him be all the glory.
Some of my favorite pics from this year


Ashton and Kendalls Wedding

Siesta Key with Friends


Christmas Ignite Dance



Thanksgiving


My 22nd Birthday (and Whits 21!)








































































































Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I want

I want....

to live a life that looks different because God is changing me into the person He has planned for me to be

to be able to answer, at any moment, if someone was to ask what God is teaching me today. To spend time with God every day where I am learning what he wants me to know for that day, so my life can be transformed for His glory

to not be lukewarm but obsessed

to use the place I am at in my life, where I live, where I work, who I interact with for Gods glory, not for selfish gain

to go to God for every decision I make in my life

to start memorizing passages of scripture, including where they are found! (the part Im really bad at) Right now Im going to try and finish memorizing Psalm 139. Feel free to ask me what I have memorized when you see me

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Lessons from Maggie and Jordan

Over the past three years, since the first month I came to Summit Church, I have been abundantly blessed by the living testimony Maggie, Jordan, and the rest of the Stinziano’s have exemplified as they have gone through the journey of Maggie’s battle with cancer. As Maggie went to be with Jesus this morning, I cannot help but think of all the things God has taught me through this family’s story and living testimony of trusting in God, no matter the circumstance. As Maggie’s life here on earth has blessed me, challenged my walk with Christ, and driven me to look at how my own life brings glory to God, I can’t help but think of how many thousands of people have been touched by Maggie’s life. I just wanted to take a moment to put into words just a few of the lessons I have learned through the Stinziano’s journey over the past three years.

Trust in God No Matter the Circumstances

It is so easy when life gets hard or things happen that you don’t understand, to have every reaction but to trust God. The natural reaction, at least for me, is to question God or to blame him for the circumstances. But Maggie Jordan and their family have been a living example that even when life does not make sense, the only reaction we should have to put all of our hope in Him and trust Him with every area of our lives. Just like the popular verse Proverbs 3:5-6 says “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight” it is not about leaning our own understanding in our present circumstances, but trusting in Gods sovereignty and depending on Him to direct our paths.

Rejoice in the Lord Always

It is one thing to trust God in all of life’s circumstances; it is another to rejoice in Him during the good times and the bad. But as Philippians 4:4 says, we are to rejoice in the Lord always. From the testimony of others who have spent time with Maggie, to the emails, updates, and times I have heard Jordan speak at Summit, it was easy to see that joy of Christ in their lives. Rejoicing in the Lord is not something we only do when life is happy or the way we want it to be; it is something we do even when we are at our breaking point and life makes no sense to us. The joy of the Lord does not come as a result of life circumstances, but through depending on God in the midst of our circumstances, just as the Stinziano’s have displayed in the past few years.

God is the God of all comfort.

One of my favorite passages of scripture is found in 2 Corinthians 1:3-7 which says,

“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows. If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort.”

This scripture has been actively seen in the life and now death of Maggie as we are all comforted knowing that Maggie now stands in the presence of God where there is no pain, no suffering, no cancer. God has comforted this family throughout Maggie’s battle and I know people already are being comforted by the overflowing of Gods comfort in their life.

Those are just a few of the lessons God has made apparent in my life through the life of Maggie and her family. God, even today, continues to use their story to drive me into a deeper love relationship with my Savior. I can’t help but be challenged to live my life with Christ as my highest priority after seeing what a life can look like when you are fully dependent on our Creator. Maggie’s life has shown me the power of prayer, the importance of a community of believers, how God has put us in a certain place at a certain time for His plan and not our own, that our lives are not our own but His to do with whatever he pleases, to cherish the time we have with our loved ones, how God meets all of our needs according to his riches and glory.

This morning at church, Orlando referenced a scripture in John 9 where Jesus heals a blind man. He used the scripture to refer to the fact that people do not face illness because of sin as some might believe. But verse four stuck out to me when thinking about Maggie. “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,’ said Jesus, ‘but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life’.” No one knows why Maggie was chosen to battle cancer, but just like the blind man, God used Maggie’s cancer so that the work of God could be displayed in her life.

Even though Maggie has left this earth, her life will continue to bless people everywhere. I am so thankful for the ways my relationship with God has grown, because of her testimony. I find rest in knowing she is in the arms of our Savior, and continue to pray for Jordan, Sophie, Jack, Jonas, Owen, and the rest of their extended family.

To God be the Glory.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Please pray

If I could ask anyone who reads this to pray for me, for guidance and wisdom on what I am supposed to be doing in the next month, as far as moving or staying here and where to work. I take my NCLEX next monday and if I pass I will be a registered nurse (yay!!) and my rent is ending June 30. I know God has a will and plan for this new part of my life, greater than any plan I have for myself, and I am seeking Him to reveal it to me or allow me to make the best decision, but I feel like I have no idea anymore what I should be doing. Thanks ♥

Romans 8:28
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Friday, May 22, 2009

Happy Birthday Sophia!

My baby cousin Sophia turned 3 today! I guess she is no longer a baby. Seriously, how much do you love her red hair?

NCLEX

I just scheduled my test date for the NCLEX so I can be a registered nurse in Florida. I will be taking it Monday June 8 at 8 am. How crazy to think I'm one step away from being a real nurse?? I feel so blessed to know exactly what God has called me to do for a profession. I love nursing so much! So if you would, say a prayer for me that morning, its greatly appreciated. :)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Me..blogging??

I have decided to take a shot at this blogging thing even though I am not quite sure how long it will last or what it will contain. I have never been good at writing, keeping a journal, or anything of the like. Sure, give me a research paper to write or a article to critique and I'll be fine, but ask me to tap into this type of writing, and I have no idea what to do.

So why did I decide to start a blog in the first place? I'm kind of at a stand still in life right now, just graduated college, waiting to take the nursing boards, waiting to find out where I'm moving, if I'm moving, waiting to get a job, which leaves me with a lot of time on my hands. In this new found free time, I came across a few blogs of people I know so I started reading them. I was amazed at how God used one persons blog to speak directly to me. I was on Katie Johnson's blog, and I found myself entranced, because I caught a glimpse of the intimate relationship she has with our Saviour. A relationship that, yes I have, but becomes so easy to put on the backburner. God used her blog to remind me of what it can be like when you work every day to pursue and grow in your relationship with Him. Not only that, but I have been constantly asking God what exactly I am supposed to be doing with my life? I find it very hard to trust God for His plans and not go with my own. Then I read on of her entries which said "I’ve been waiting on God for my next step for months. I’ve been anxious for guidance from God for a while. And as I’ve sought, experienced and gotten to know God more- all I’ve heard is 'Wait. Be patient. And trust me.' And so I decided to."

It was so clear at that moment, that that is what God wants me to do. Be patient and wait, and trust that Gods plan for my life is greater than what I could ever plan for myself. So thats what led me to start one of my own. I can not only use this as a means to look at my own relationship with God, what He is teaching me, what work He is doing in my life, but maybe one day someone will read my blog and God will speak through it to them, the way he so clearly did through Katie's blog to me.